Ukumemeza kwakhe kwakubonwe ngabantu. Wayeneminyaka engamashumi amabini ubudala ubudala, ehleli elaleni lakhe esibhedlele. Iingalo zomfazi zakhe zambethe ngeenxa zonke njengoko wayezama ukukrokra amagama enduduzo, ezama ukuyeka ukukhala kwezilwanyana. Wayelapho, wamxelela-akayi kumshiya. Batshatile ngaphantsi konyaka.
Ngama-akhawunti onke, ingozi yebhayisikili yayingazange iphoso lakhe.
Omnye umqhubi wayengambonanga. Kodwa ukulimala kwakhe kwengqondo kwakungekho nkxalabo yakhe. Kwaye kwakukho ngoku, ebomini bakhe bonke, ehlekisa ngayo nayiphi na into ethembekileyo yindoda eyayisakuba nayo ngaphambili.
Uninzi lwabantu alubukeli kwicala lobomi. Kukhululekile ukuyihoxisa. Singaqonda ukuba wonke umntu ubuhlungu ngamanye amaxesha, kwaye nokuba okokufa ekugqibeleni kuza kumntu wonke. Kodwa kuthekani ngoku?
Ukwenza Ingqiqo yeZenzo eziNzelelekileyo
Kuthiwani ngeemeko ezibonakala zingenakwenzeka, musa ukuzibulala nje, kodwa ziqhekeza izibini zethu kunye nathi size sishiye isisele esinqabileyo ukuba silwe nento eyenzekayo? Sinokwenza njani nawuphi na uhlobo lwengqondo yendalo yonke ukuba inqabileyo ibhinqa eliqaqambileyo, ukunika isifo esinesifo sengqondo kwisifo senzululwazi, okanye ukwenza umntwana alahlekelwe ngonaphakade amanyathelo amancinane awayeyenzile ekufundeni ukuthetha ?
Ngezihlandlo zokugula, abaninzi abantu baphendukela elukholweni nasemthandazweni.
Iingxaki ze-neurological ziyakutshabalalisa ezo ziseko. Kutheni uThixo odala izinto ezinjalo eziphazamisayo eziye zayeka ukusiphendula? Inyani yinto yokuba izifo ezininzi zeengqondo zisoloko zingaphili. Kulula kubabaninzi ukuchasa ingcamango kaThixo ngokupheleleyo. Nangona kukho uThixo owenze oku, kutheni sifanele sikhathaze ngoothixo obonakala ngokunyamekela kakhulu?
I-Black Hole yeZifo zeNtsholongwane
Isifo se-neurological sifaka okhethekileyo kwiminyaka yobudala "umbuzo wobubi" oye wabetha amaKristu iminyaka emininzi. Oku akugcini nje ukukhathazeka ngentsingiselo yentlungu okanye ukufa. Nangona ukufa kubonelela ngothuthuzelo lomphefumlo womntu oya kwindawo engcono, ukugula ngengqondo kunokwenza umdlalo onomdla kunye nombono womphefumlo. Isifo soBongo singashintsha ubuntu, senze umntu enze izinto ezinqabileyo, athathe iinkumbulo okanye ubuchule bethu ukwenza ezo zinto esasidlula ngazo, ezinxulumene nabantu esibathandayo. Ukuba ingqondo yomntu iguqulwa yisifo, ngantoni na izenzo zabo okanye ubuntu bakho bubonakalisa isifo sabo kunokuba ngubani "ngokwenene"?
Kwaye kwimbali kaYobhi, xa indoda elungileyo ibhekene neengqungquthela eziphazamisayo zeentlekele ezijoliswe nguThixo, wahlala uYobhi kuwo wonke. Ingaba intsingiselo yebali iyakutshintsha njani ukuba uYobhi walahlekelwa, mhlawumbi, nokuba "uYobhi?" Kuthekani ukuba ulahlekelwe yinxalenye yengqondo eyamvumela ukuba ahlangabezane nayo, okanye aqonde? Yayiza kuthetha ntoni ngoko ukubandezeleka kwakhe?
Andiyithemba ukuphendula le mibuzo kwinqaku enye, okanye nakwezinye. Inkolo nobungqina bokuba ngumntu, kwaye wonke umntu uya kufumana impendulo yakhe.
Ndifuna nje ukuvuma ukuba ukuba ukugula kwamagciwane kuye kwaphakamisa le mibuzo kuwe, awuyedwa.
Kwam, ukulahleka kwamabhitshi ethu, njengokulahlekelwa kwanoma yintoni na othandekayo okanye ubungane, kwenza omnye acinge ngento enokuthi isigxina kwaye inentsingiselo. Ukuze ndikwazi ukujamelana nokugula ngengqondo, kufuneka ndicinge ngaphezu kwanoma nantoni na ingqondo yam ngokwangokunokwenzeka. Into ebalulekileyo kunayo "mna" esentloko yam, "mna" onokuthatyathwa kwisiqwenga kude kube ngumzimba wam unobumba elingenanto. Kukho omnye "mna" okhoyo kwiingqondo zabanye, kwizinkumbulo zabo, nangendlela endithe ndatshintsha ngayo indlela abahamba ngayo malunga nobomi babo.
Ndithe ndathi ngaphambi kokuba "sibuchopho bethu," kwaye ndiyakholwa loo nto. Kodwa ndikholelwa ukuba inxalenye yokuba singobani kubomi banye. Ngaloo nto ithathelwe ingqalelo, ndivakalelwa kukuba ndiyakwazi ukufumana ingcamango nakwiindlobongela zesifo sengqondo.
Andiyazi ukuba oku kunceda abantu banesifo sengqondo okanye ngokwabo okanye abanye, kodwa ukuba oko kuchaza wena, ndikunqwenela ukuba uyathuthuzela ngokwenene, nangona kunjalo, ungayifumana.